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Sep. 10th, 2009 @ 02:01 pm
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can't believe my life right now , i can honestly say i am the happiest i have ever been in my enitre life everything is going right , i have a beautiful flat which is absouletly wonderful , we cleaned it and painted it and got everything in it by ourselves with a lil help from friends and family which was wonderful .
we have a wonderful little cat biscuit who is as crazy as they come but is such the cutest lil kitty (i know i would say thats cause she is ours) but she is so funny and quite smart , as started climbling on to things now , currently sleeping in the window sill as i type .
i have the love of not one but two awesome families , the higginbottom's my family , my rocks my support i dont see them much but i know , no matter what they are there for me all of them when i say higginbottoms i mean all my family in derby but mainly my mum dad , bex , joe , terry and john . we are all growing up in our own different ways but we are all such we rounded wonderful people and thats thanks to mum and dad .
then there's the underhill's who took me in and have made me one of their own , tony even calling me one of his girls i know it was hard for them to come round to the idea but ahve never felt left out or un wanted , i have a second family that is almost as close to me as my own and i love it . they are most defoantely always in my heart .
i also have some wonderful friends who i have had good times and bad times with but each one of them is so dear to me some more than others , i'll always try and be there for them no matter what , espcially jim and simone too of the most honest and caring people i have ever met .
work is fantastic right now the people are great , they make going to work extra worth it , the atmosphere most days is great lots of laughing and news about about everyones kids grand kids is what makes it feel like a nice unit a team , and i dont think i could wish for a better place to work .
and finally the main reason for my happiness is ,my wonderful missus , LANA , my banana , my wonder woman the person that makes my heart beat faster that makes we want to be a better person , to protect her hold her what ever i can for her , i am a lil bit of a mess when it comes to jealousy and things like that but she loves me all the same , i trust her with my life i dont think i could love anyone as much as i do her , and if possible i fall in love with her more and more each day just through the lil things she does. i wake up every morning and ind her there and it makes me warm in side i dont wanna leave the bed i wanna hold on to those few lil second longer wrap them up and take them feeling and thoughts to work with me to get me through any tuff times that arises or just to keep this huge smile i feel inside on my face.
she is the girl of my dream and i will strive to do the best and be the best that i can for her , i will try and furfill her every need and look after her when she is ill she is the star that shines brightest in my darkest of nights , i love you miss underhill more than i think you could ever imagine !
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Aug. 12th, 2006 @ 01:36 pm
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thought it was about time for an update on this thing and i am doing one literally before i have to go work got to be there for 2 normally i am in at 5 but had the last couple of satd off and i am covering for guthrie beendoing a lot of extra hours recently here and there tis knackering but worth it for the money side of things.
i havemeet someone and been going out with them for almost 3 weeks now so still in the very early stages i did know them before for about a month so all is good on that front there name is jess and she is really cool- been seing alot recently - she is coming to mine on sunday.
been going out a fair bit to the island after work on a tue and to the cinema in the day times we seen , superman , sotrm breaker , pirats of the caribbean and this week on wed we is seegin nacho limbre (i don't think i have spelt that right at all :S) so if u wann come tell me and i will give details
anbyways best dash as i don't wanna be late
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Jun. 27th, 2006 @ 07:52 pm
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soyeah has been a while - lol , thoughti would tell u what is going off , well had another footy thign was cool everyone enjoyed it again and had a laugh andit was great , got me self some new footy boots which will be used at the next footy thing on the 9th . my b-day was on monday (yesterday ) so i am now 19 ! only one yea left of being a teenager *gulp* -
my birthday was alright the day got better as it went on - really peaked round 11pm lol just chatting to someone about the person fancy was so great - it's hard to explain but i fancy some one i know nowt will happen but jst talking about them with someone males me soo so happy - also little thngpeeps have said abuot the way they act aroundme aswellmake me smile - but yeah just thinking about it now i am smiling - they don't even have to do owt inpartular and makes me smile - i am pretty sure the person knows but ah well - and if they don't - ah well lol
anyways
thats it short and sweet time to do a private lj so many thngs i wanna get out of my head but don't want other to know even though i know some people will .
so bye bye
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Jun. 11th, 2006 @ 05:16 pm
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ok so has been a while since i have lj'd blame it on busyness just lazyness lol - i have made lj's but private ones just ones that i needed to make to clear my head of things lol .
but wot been going on well not much work has been alright - got too know my work mate anna alot rently whilst she has been on study leave for her as' been nice chatting to had a right laugh .
jim's b-day the other weekend was great - was nice to see all his mates mergeing and getting on it was a good time , my b-day soon but shhhh - i am having a bbq on july 1st which should be cool :D if weather is like this (praying it will be ) then deffo another water fight like last years - also maybe if alot of peep decide to stay over getting the tent out lol can u imainge peeps from 15- 21 lol gonna be a right laugh though i hope .
going out tue wit jim , jess seb and anyone else who wants to join us - i want to be out around 8 - but i dunno depend swhen the others wants to meet really .
the footy event went off well everyone had a right laugh and joined in well and it was just an awesome day - i have been asked to set up another and i have july 9th (sunday) - for the smart amoungst u - yes it is the same day as the world cup final - but this is what is hapening footy in the afternoon - we all go for sumat to eat at the pub then watching the match together which should be soooooo great i hope .
weather recently has been lovelly but too hot lol , world cup as started and i am in me element only problem most of the matches start at 5 or 8 so i miss alot of the matches :S ah well i will watch as many as i can plus motd highlights lol
me and bob r off nowto finish watching mexico and iran match
lol
bye bye
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hey so things aint been going so well recently cause it seems that as things are going swimmingly life likes to kick yah in the teeth , this week was the bloody neighbours yes same neighbours we have had so much toruble with over the last year ( as been longer but got worse since my 18th )this time they r cutting the cable that go to our cable box but they got the wrong one this time thankfully .
anyways we went to watch me mum do a fun run today along wit me bro and my aunt mary jay's gf was supposed to be going round wit him but she fell in so richard very very very last minute went round wit him - they did well - so gonna be looking out in the papers tomorrow and the pic paper on sat just in case .
gets back from me there and finds out my grandad as had a fall - so he has been taken to the hospital he did not want to go but the ambulance women was very persuasive and told him that he had to in a nice way obv
spoke to jim via text lol should be online laterz , i was gonna go see the ramfm match cricket match at darley park but weather don't look to great so decided against it plus wit me grandad and everything .
so i am sat here what the celebrity world cup on sky one wit john - in the front room on the laptop - gonna put the pics from the fun run onto my msn space later , i also really want to nap but got to watch out for the tape thing cause my mum as goen with my grandad.
anyways gonna go
bye bye
love vonnie
May. 14th, 2006 @ 02:00 pm
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and i hope it stays that way for a while , the weather omg is just amaznig - to be able to go outside and just enjoy the area that surrounds you as it is lit up by the sun amazing .
work - granted tis getting harder cause the delviery is slowly getting bigger , and katia as gonna for six weeks :S anyays work is great i am getting to knowmy joband the peeps quite well , spoken to anna and russ most nights and me and ana have finally got passed just slating eachothers footy team lol which is good , and by getting to know these peeps it makes work more enjoyable . we have new starters pam oncleaners - seems alright and melissa onmy section toiletries - really nice lady /gal and willing to listen to someone younger tha her , and two new lads matt - who aint realy spoke to or seenmuch he is on sixth ailse me on 1st but i suppose in time - and james who is quite good looking but tis a bit camp (just a tad over seb and terry camp).
last ngihtwe picked thelads up from school and headed to darleparkfor ahour and it was great we had akick about me , tez john (onhis crutches ) and me dad and my mum joined in by the end it was just amazing shamejoe and bex could nto be there would have top ped it off nicely .
wnet to work was alright - came home tomass convo of wilko's peeps lol - me and anna have started a mini battle over who can get people to beleive them on who the otherlikes at work :D which will be fun on sat
anywas another seesion on darleypark tongiht my dad (mr i hate the sun ) enjoyed it so much last ngiht he wants to go to the park again :D
anwyas toodles
bye bye
love vonnie
May. 11th, 2006 @ 01:50 pm
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upsetting news to start the day :( our fmialy dog whooser passed away at 1:30 am this morning - 14 years old not bad for a dog we could see it coming for a while he has slowly been getting worse and worse over time he went tonight - kinda wierd becky and joe r really upset jay and tez and me aren't crying or anything just not really speaking tis wierd cause i have sort of expect it for a few weeks but i thought he would have made his b-day in june at least he aint in pain any more which is the best thing for him
mum and dad have taken it hard cause it was in there room he passed away
i was fdining it hard to sleep tonight as it was now it's gonna be harder - i aint reall a pet person (to have one for my self) but whoo was a family dog and the nicest dog (softest ) i've ever meet
bye bye whooser
love vonnie
May. 5th, 2006 @ 01:51 am
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so recently things have been quite odd , well since last monday i kinda told everyone whop i fancied was this huge thing , however strangely i don't actaully fancy that person any more i aint gonna put it down as a phase cause it was not , i aint gonna put it down as blurred lines between freindship or anything more cause it was not - it just simplely don't fancy them anymore not cause i realsied nothng was gonna happen just as normal with me as soon as i tell everyone i like this person is when i am startong to not like them in that way anymore and i think it was a crush , it opened my eyes to something but the feelings aint there no longer i still like the person as a friend which is all i really hoped for any way - just to be friends with the person not that they kow anything about me liking them previosuly lol
banyways today i was feeling on high went to jim's and stuff went to work had a good time till about 9 on wards i just started to feel a little down and i had no idea why i am now at home and even though i had a abit of banter wit anna about footy as usual and chatting to russ and alex i just can't seem to get this low feeling gone and i hate feeling low - i need to find an outlet for my flustration but wot ? i seriosuly need to get back on my bike again. i alos think the fact i can't sleep at night till late is also getting me down , the fact i no longer talk to seb , the fact i tell people something and they completely have taken it as though i am something i am not - which some peeps won't get
gonna try and get a bit of kip - meeting jim tomorrow gonna help he do some clothes shopping which should be fun - got the eve off so can do a bit of relaxing i think that is really what i need jut to relax to much thinking ,
thin is i know what i am like and i constanrtly change my mind so don't be too suprised if in a few weeks or so i am going on about the person again . like scud says in deb's war is easy love is hard ,
i think i just need some time to think about myself and sort out my head cause at the min it is a little messed up confused and tired so i am gonna go
hopefully tomorrow this journal wont be too de pressing and i will be happy again as usual this is like the first of probs like 2 or 3 down moments in the year as i try not to let things get to me or get oo down about things
gonna just sleep
vonnie
Apr. 27th, 2006 @ 12:22 am
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hey peeps ,
sitting in james' room at his comp - just seenhim playing his guitar - brillthen we watched a bit of family actaully quite funny
currently listening to him have a convo with andy w - jim is soooooo funnyon the phone
will up dateproroperly at home
cya laterz
bye bye
love vonnie
Apr. 26th, 2006 @ 02:30 pm
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well i ahve gone and done it now - quite a few people know who it is now , i aint owrried about ym friends knowin i.e jim , becks and jess but i am more worried that akex and russ now know cause they know the person and iamhoping they will stay by there word and not tell but one of them knows the person - thing is i have almost told the him several times who it was through slip ups like drunken nights but i was finding it hard to keep it quite i am just really hoping his person deos not find out :S man man man as becky would say frickon a stick :D lol everythign happens for a reason i suppose
Apr. 23rd, 2006 @ 09:06 pm
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shocing really but i got up at 1 today :O it wasterriable anyways got up went downstairs helped my bro do some of his geog course work but we both got kinda bored after a while so i took a little walk to the paper shop to buy a drink and to get some phone cred gona ehklp john out properly tomorrow
went to work round 5 had a good laugh i love working sat once the shop is closed it is soooo relaxed - thought we had fnshed early - but no anna had forgotten about 4 big red totes lol it was funny if u were there i guess - russ wasbeing is usual annyoign self
although for a while i had time to think at work which is not good tis like thinking when i wanna sleep - wayto much thinking -lol but tis not all bad.- been asked to work from 3 next sat which aint so bad - it's so i can pull the stock i'm just curious as to why anna aint doing it :S
got a text of jim and he tells me that he had a great time and lots to tell me - i suppose this is once he has had a kip or some hours sleep lol canny wait to hear wot went off
sitting here with my leg up on the bed as my right knee as started to hurt i am falling apart at the age of 18 what is wrong loll
anyways gonna go rest
bye bye
lots of love vonnie
btw seen the person this week - still inda like them - howeverstill get moments hwere i am unsure:S
Apr. 22nd, 2006 @ 09:32 pm
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ok first thigns first got wasted monday night - photos will be going on my msn space by the end of the week
second thing ummm even though i wanted no one knowing about the person i facny since monday i have sort of told my fam and two other people :S but the thing is i dunno i fancy them that much any more :S and if i gets out to the person well it aint gonna be good for me whther i still like them or not so hope fully the one person close to them that knows wont saying anything - but bascially this is the second major slip up and like i have said i dunno if i like them any more :S:S:S:S
alcohol + vonnie = my secrets come out :S not good not good at all
vonnie
Apr. 19th, 2006 @ 03:49 pm
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what a lovelly day
so today as been really nice the sun was lovelly andthe little wind meant for the first time in ages i went out the house without a coat . took a little trip to asda mum was getting the last of the easter eggs , got back and listened to my two new albums i brought yesterday both pink - try this and i'm not dead and love em both just need to get her first album now to get. so spent the after new listening to music and read more of my book .
went to work and had agood time -we got it all done
aint seen anything of the mystery 'fella ' i fancy for a few days which is ok cause i know i will see them at some point next week - however when some one mentions their name i smile sometimesjust to myself and some times with abig grin but either people think i am a nutter or that i am smiling at somethign someone has said , - which will be nice and will put a smiel on my face , not that there sint one there anyways lol cause it's been genrally a good week , after tomorrow night at work i have 3 days off , going out monday for tanya's b-day hoping to get a disposable camera and get some pics of the event
man lol i got a holiday foprm thingy to fill in for worktoday aint filled it in just yet but i find out alex wants the same night :S ah well if i don't get it i will try for the weekend afters
me and jim have been chatting loads we went out wth some of his mates and jess on wednesday it was great although i think i need to loosen up i seem to freezeon the dance floor when we first ge there but then by the end i am starting to loosen up . but all in all was great
kinda knackered but not too much still having toruble sleeping so much so last night when i was gettign so restlees i swapped eds f the bed - put on itunes it semed to work - so might try it again tonight
bye bye
love vonnie
Apr. 14th, 2006 @ 11:00 pm
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i am goingotu tomorrow night after work and i am looking forward to it - i look forward to my nightsout cause i get to see my mates and just relax however there isa prblem though some of the peeps that are back from uni ae insiting on going bluenote - i like bluenote but whenever they come back we have to do what THEY wantto do so me and jim are gonna try and make um stay at the island cause jims mate becky don't like bluenote so hopefully we'll stat theretill it closes and go somewhere else
work is good , looked at my rota for next wekkmonday is bank holiday so i aint in as there is no delivery so holiday can go out to t's birthday evening which will be cool , then tuesday is my day off so after sat 3days of nothing well a part from t's night out
so tomorrow what am i doning - nipping to the bank getting some monies out of the bank - come home get my clothes ironed get ashower - then go to work change into my jeans after work (at work thought) then off to town
just gonna watch some tv chat to alex , russ andjim then of he bedski
john had his cast off today his leg is thin poor dude but at least it is theroad to recovery
gona go bye bye
lotsoflove
vonnie
Apr. 11th, 2006 @ 11:15 pm
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wierdly i have tonight a monday night off , and it is wierd cause well it means i have had two evening in a row off which i don't think i have had ince starting there (except the brief time i was ill )
so wot have i done yesterday spoke to james,alex,anna(she was in south africa) ,russ and tanya on the net which was cool , spent the afternoon watching football - fist of all chelsea's 4-1 win over westham i think that is the correct score, then we watched the liverpool 1-0 win over bolton i think then obv the best match after manu's 2-0 win over arsenal and well yeah my two fav players scored rooney and park hich was great .
umm today just finshed haveing aquick clean of my side fo the room i did try and start mysis' side but well i think i will leave it lol - wet to asda/ the derbyshire cause there was two derby cunty players there signing things - so my bro went to gethis cast and top signed - and this other guy took picsof my bro getting ti signed by bot players , my bros gf getting his top signed and my other brother and johns gf (kerry) holding the the t-shirt he asked if i wanted to be in the pic i was like umm no i don't think so - then the guy in chraeof the derbyshire commented on how my bro looks like rooney - which weare always saying he does lol .
so jus gonafinsh of cleaning the room then chill and get more of my book read
so gonna go
bye bye
love vonnie
Apr. 10th, 2006 @ 04:08 pm
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ok think it is about time for an update , so wednesday went to james house for the afternoon and it was great was blown away by his guitar skills and he has an amazing cd collection. also had a work meeting that day which was alright - had laugh with the peeps at work , anna's gone south africa for about a week so we're down a team memeber on toiletries.
thursday i just dossed cause there was nothing much to do , friday went to town then work hada alugh in the tea room
was supposd to be going out tonight but ummm me and jim have been asked to go out next wednesday cause loads fo people r going out so i will be there after work which will be so great to see peeps altough i reckon by the time get there most of them will be pissed lol , also i don't think to nght was gonnag ahead anyways ause no one seems t be abel to make it , ah well i am sure there will be other times
went with becky to get her hair done and she aint happy cause she dn't like it but the thing is she ihas wierd hair that is hard to do stuff with - me , john and terry said it looks nice and better than it did but she is feeling really down about it - and is feeling down about her looks aswell :(
got work in a bit - which will be ok but i am just wonderingwho will do the pulling as anna nrmally does it but she aint there and me and anna were looking on tue and one fo the women that normally works on our section on a sat afternon aint there either - so i am either expectng a call to come in early or they'll gt someone else to do it for us . plus will be on my own well as far as i know
anyways just gonna chill till i have t go to work -tis the grand national today aint put a bet on as i don't see the point i don't do the lottery either just aint my thing
anyways gnna go
bye bye
love vonnie
Apr. 8th, 2006 @ 12:29 pm
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hey peeps ,
so today i was rudely awoken by a ping on my comp at 9:30 - some people don't understand that whe it says away and gone to bed means i am still there! altough i could have always turned my speakers off lol . just spent some of the morning reading my book - cat by fraya north really getting into it now , spoke to russ , alex and seb then went with my mum and dad to litle over village then to darley park ubntil it was time to get my bros
spoke to jim via text and got tomorrow sorted meeting at 11 then going back to his cause i have never been before so thats gonna be cool
went to work - was really quiet tonight - si is leaving i think in a week , anna has gone for a week just about ( she's gne south africa for some cricket thing) seems like everyone is going at the min.
but it was alright tonight we almost got everythin doen just left 10 totes ofair dyes which sint bad as we got the overs done ( i gater no one will understand this but i don't care) .
got a staff meeting tomorrow - hopefully it is not a horrible tlaking to but if it is just got to rool with the punches take it all in and inprove
for some reason people have all of a sudden got a big thign about finding out who i fancy - lol some think it is seb but won't beleive me when i say they are further from the truth , i've seen the person this week and well yeah still like them thought i did not for alittle while but my heart is a fickle thing lol .
kinda knackered might do what our cat is doing and stretch out on my bed and sleep
so cya sometime soonish
bye bye
love vonnie
Apr. 4th, 2006 @ 11:32 pm
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so whats been happening well tobe honest with yah all not much ,not much at all
work as been great now i know a fewof them i am more relaxed and havign a laugh whilst working and it's grand .also winding up russ by pics is also funny. althoguh wierdly spending as much time tlaking to him on the net as i do jim - mianly because we are both freaks and don't leave our comps at all .
also life in general as been as been good - i hearoff jim a few peeps are going out on wed probs to the blue note but i am going to refrain from going as 1 ) i am atwork till 10 , 2) i have ran outof money (well i aint but i am trying to start to save) and also tbe honest i can't be arsed with the the blue note
anyways gonna go
bye bye
love vonnie
Apr. 2nd, 2006 @ 08:47 pm
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so last night we all meet up cause some of us aint seen eachother in quite a while and it was great seb was extremely late as usual with that lad - jim was his usual hilarious self - he brought his mate laura along - who was really nice and has jim or should i say james sussed lol , she was really nice and i think got on with us lot wel i hope she enjoyed her self .
there was abit of an awarkwardness between me and seb - he was very quite ( not feeling well ) and not very chatty well to me but we got it sorted when we got back home and had a chat which was great made me understand why it was weird between us. had a long chat with jim whic is just a regular thign now a days .
also really getting know a few people from work , russa lex , danielle also tlaking to taj on line aswell which is gretbut kinda feels wierd , wierd in the fact i am getting know people who did not go to school with me or have no connection to my school life at all .
gign out next thurs maybe gonna putit out there see what peeps think - so everyone and anyone is welcome so feel free to join us - well when i give detials , going out on the 8th and maybe the 15th(t's bday) also hoping to go alton towers in may - so anyone wanna go to that i will give details when arranged
work is going well might suprise them and take some biccys in one night as they really do seem to think i don't eat - big thing made of the fact i had one weet last week - very strange , very strange indeed - cause most of last week i could not stop myself from snacking on crisps .
nice long lj today - butthenagain mostof mine are
so derby play reading tomorrow - i am gonna go for a draw i am hoping derby get a scroe draw would be good on goal difference
man u play bolton so a win i reckons maybe 2-1
so gna go now
bye bye
love vonnie , lbv , littlel , chewie , v, vonstable , von von anythign else u call me
Mar. 31st, 2006 @ 01:33 pm
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